im boring someone to death

he says im not boring him 2 death but i actually am cuz thats just how i roll......o well!!!

now wa should i talk aobut??? i have no clue. i have no idea why i even have a blog....it kinda retarted....

been a while....:(

its been amazingly long since ive posted sumthing on this thing. internet hast been working.

i just wanna say......

EVANNA AND SARIA I LOVE YOU!!!

wow im bored.....like unbeleivably bored....

im listening to Back Roses Red by Alana Grace....its an amazing song.

omg.....ive gained so much weight...its not even funny...i swear it getting hearder and harder 2 fly....dang it. gotta cut back on my food intake.....im getting fatter than i actually am


im gonna go excersise...byyeeee!!

2 hour late start today....

omfg.....ive been living such a normal (well, close to normal.....)life that i almost forgot that im an unwanted mutant freak with a 13.5 wingspan and shedding feathers that no one cares about.

mayb thats y ppl wont comment on this stuff. i think i need to get back in touch with evanna and the flyers (p.s. i love u guys!!!!!) and saria....i havent seen her in a while.....

just got back...

im hungry....now, i cant b tempted....well, mayb just a little bit....ya..myab ill go get a protein bar........still food!!

omg....today wuz (one of ) the best days in my entire life.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got 2 spend so much time with my baby....

then we were taking lots of pictures.....=] i look ugly in all of em....i kinda ruined the pix too. but thats just how i rooooolllllllllllllll!!!!! =D

then i found out that my bff told somone my 'secret'... :( if it get out to everyone...i get another free ride downtown...................that sucks....o well...

that was my day in a nutshell.......bibi!!!!!

gettin ready 4 skool

yup...i straightened my hair & everything...
omfgz!!!!!!! its tuesday 2day!! that means i stay after skool!!! and that means i get to see my baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツツ
sweetnes..... :)

well, i think im gonna go....no. wait. i have like, half an hour.....or as us smart ppl like to say...30 minutes. :D

im bored. i think i look bad 2day...&& maybe i should put on long pants. its like 9 below. bbrrrrrr....

i need to go shopping.i need shorts for gym...& i need deodorant. howevr u spell it...
and i need more eyeliner. im running out. i htink i should write a poem 2day. cuz on friday i wrote one in health. yuppers...i think im gonna do that....

wow...um i dont even know y i have a blog. its like, what kinda person is gonna read this? its not like its anything important.

mayb im just wasting electricity. & time. i could totally b shaving my legs right now. lol.

im hungry. but i dont like food. so how does that work? omg! i worked out a new diet plan thing..........NOT EATING. then i dont have to worry about counting carbs and shit like that.

my dad thinks i need 2 lose 30 lbs....idk if i should beleive him or not.

well, ig2g.....bibi....ummm, yea...a.d.d. kickin in!!!

sooooooooooo

him: why do you still have that rose he gave you?

her: it was the rose my first boyfriend ever got me.

him: so why do you still have it?

her: ITS SENTIMENTAL!!!!!!!

him: what's sentimental about it? the mold?

her: NO!!! i just cant throw it away.

him: so buy a new one and replace it. no one will ever notice.

her: but then it wont be sentimental....

him: THEN ILL DO IT FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

With Her Best Friend

her name was aurora.

she was only five.

this is what happened when she was alive.

her dad was a drunk.

her mom was an addict.

her parents kept locked away in an attic.

her only friend was a little toy bear.

it was old & worn out

and had patches of hair.

she always talked to it

when no one's around.

she lays there and hugs it.

with not a peep of sound.

until her parents unlock the door,

some more and more pain she'll have to endore.

a bruise on her leg and a scar on her face.

why would she be in such a horrible place?

but she grabs her bear and softly cries.

she loves her parents.

but they want her to die.

she sits in the corner, quiet but thinking,

"God why? Why is my life always sinking?"

such a bad life for a sad little kid.

she'd get beaten and beaten for anything she did.

then one night,

her mom came home high.

the poor child was hit and slapped

as the hours went by.

then her mom suddenly

grabbed for a blade.

it was sharp and pointy

on that she made.

she thrusted the blade

in that little girl's chest.

"you deserve to die, you worthless pest!"

then mom walked out.

leaving the girl slowly dying.

she grabbed the bear

and again started crying.

police showed up

at the small little house.

the quickly barged in.

as quiet as a mouse.

one officer slowly

opened the door.

to find the sad little girl

lyiing on the floor.

it must have been bad

to go through so much harm.

but at least she dies with her best friend in her arms.

Into One of My Nightmares

you never heard my screams.

now they fade to black & white.

you never surrendered.

i almost won the fight.

all the secrets you hid from me,

you lied straight to my face.

now, i hate you more everyday.

and it keeps my heart beating at a faster pace.

was i really worthless to you,

all those times you said you cared?

could you really see how much horror you caused,

as you watch me stand here scared?

well, i hope your happy now,

with your "accomplishments" & "goals".

because now, i see, yet again,

your heart is way too cold.

you wont have to worry about me anymore.

im gone for good. im out.

you were a living nightmare,

and thats all you'll ever be about.

well now that im gone,

what will you lean on?

nothing. thats what i thought.

welcome to my nightmare.

uuuggghhhh so tired....

ya my gay laptop hasnt been workin very well lately so i havent been able 2 post anything. but yea, in school were learning about the holocaust. and im trying to write about the poor Jews and how they must have felt, but im to tired. ill do it tommorow.

Let Me Be Your Angel.

You have my heart.

Like a puppet on a string.

You set me free.

Like an angel with full grown wings.

You took my heart,

with no question or doubt.

You have faith in me.

Is that what your about?

Love as clean as starlight.

'I love you' with all my might.

You have my heart.

Like a puppet on a string.

I love you so much,

so let me be you angel.

Your angel with full grown wings.

mocking bird....by eminem....dude, give this guy props...!!

mocking bird