My Happily Ever After

the girl who wished she'd never been born,
was left treading water
to keep from drowning in your scorn.
she waited for you, today.
but you never showed.
and she needed you today.
but you never showed.
so as she cried into the night,
deep inside,
she was losing a fight.
she gave you her heart,
to love and protect.

but all you did was smash it against the pavement.

like broken glass.

and now because of you,

she has to lock it up.

in a cold, hard, icy chest until it can heal.

there is no way in heaven or hell

you could know how she feels.

so my friend im asking you,

will you heal her broken heart?

no.

you wont.

you cant.

you only want the attention.

you only want the fame.

you'll try to get her back,

but you'll realize,

you'll know,

that she cant chase you forever.

you'll leave her out of breath.

she's gonnna stop running in circles around you.

she's goin to get over you,

and at that very moment,

your goin to wish you had let het catch you.

now, she's got her eyes on a new target.

and she's aiming...

she knows that He will always love her.

he wont let her fall and get hurt.

she was looking for her cinderella story scene,

and she knows he'll give her

her fairytale ending.

he'll be him.

she'll be her.

they'll call it love.

they'll call it forever.

and they'll call it

happily ever after.

have a holly jolly christmas!!!

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One moment to realize...

Broken heart.

broken hopes.

her soul dies slowly,

with the steepest slope.

standing shakily,

on the 17th story

she jumped without

a second thought.

falling fast with

broken wings,

she let go all of her hopes and dreams.

falling fast, through the cracks.

falling fast, into the black.

and then,

she realized,

the moment she gave up,

she couldve gone back and

changed it all.

she couldve

won the fight.

Ember 4 evr

Courage....

i loooove this song!!!!!!!!!! im listenin 2 it right now.........

yuppers...

a cow abduction

just trying 2 c if putting a video on would work....

hey wassup my ppls???

omg!! im so happy 2day!!! idk y...i guess i just am....cuz u kno im all bipolar like that. im baby sitting right now... its not so hard...make food....dont answer the door and let them watch tv!!

omg!! i was totally stoked 4 this one choir dancing thing that my private skool had...(yea, ive been goin 2 a stuckup private skool with filthy rich ppl now.....the social worker is paying 4 it...)

we sang a whole bunch of christmas songs....and im so glad the outfit we wore didnt show my wings...although my wings did make it look like i had a hunched back.
o well!!

and if anyone can help we with a dillema...post a comment plllzzzzz...everyone keeps telling me 2 4get about my ex....but hes so sweet.
but he dumped my ass.....bet he told my friend he still liked me...but then he didnt talk 2 me...and now he does....and idk if i should tell him that i still have feeling 4 him or not.....
so someone pllzzzz help me and post a comment!!!

omg...i swear, if evanna pops into my head one more fuckin time.....im gonna murder myself.....DONT ASK!!

Shes not as hardcore as you think

if you looked inside a girl,

you would see how much she really cries,

you would see so many secrets && lots of lies,

but what you’ll see the most….

Is how hard it is to stay strong

When nothing is right, and everything is wrong.

Ember 4 evr

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Good Morning....

or else, not so good......Evanna's dead.....

i cant beleive it... she was always the one who told the flock to do their best, or try harder. Ya know, to never give up. she gave up. She gave up on her own life. and she could've won the fight.

she chose a permanent end to a temporary problem. i g2g.....and i rilly dont want to talk about Evanna anymore.....too painful.

Because she was always the one i could talk to...=[

Ember 4 evr

I Do

I DO
When you said "I do"
I knew it was to good to be true.
Because three months later, you let me down.
And a year later I knew you didn’t care.
All the times you said,
“I love you”
Did you really meant it?
‘cause when you pulled the trigger,
That said "I don’t ".
You left me.
And now I wish I understood.
That
“I love you”,
Meant nothing
To you .
--Evanna Shakouri"

i am

I am the person you bullied at school
I am the person who didn’t know how to be cool
I am the person you alienated
I am the person you ridiculed and hated
I am the person who sat on her own
I am the person who walked home alone
I am the person you scared everyday
I am the person who had nothing to say
I am the person with hurt in her eyes
I am the person you never saw cry
I am the person living alone with all her fears
I am the person destroyed by her peers
I am the person who drowned in your scorn
I am the person who wished she’d never been born
I am the person you destroyed for “fun”
I am the person, but not the only one
I am the person whose name you didn’t know
I am the person you just can’t let go
I am the person who had feelings too
And I was a person, just like you

Ember 4 evr

i love you

have you ever fallen in love,

but knew they did not care?

have you ever felt like crying,

but knew you’d get no where?

have you ever watched them walk away…

not wanting them to go?

and whispered “i love you” softly…

not wanting them to know?

you cried all night in misery,

and almost went insane.

there’s nothing in this world,

that causes so much pain.

if i could choose between love and death,

i think i’d rather die.

love is fun, but it hurts too much,

and the price you pay is high.

so i say, don’t fall in love,

you’ll be hurt before it’s through.

you see my friend you ought to know,

i fell in love with you.

Ember 4 evr

Suicidal

Tonight I’m so alone,
This sorrow takes a hold.
Don’t leave me here so cold,
Don’t leave me here like this.
You can’t hear me scream from the abyss.
Falling into black.
Slipping through the cracks.
Falling to the depths…
I can’t ever come back.
Falling inside the black…
Falling inside the black...