Live. Like There's NO Tomorrow.: sleep...need...sleep...so...tired...

uuuuuuggggggghhhhhhhhhh. that has been my most used word of the day. if u cant guess y, then...u need a little help. no offense. ya kno, when someone says 'no offense' it doesnt take away from the fact that there was actually offense that i took. if u can understand that. cuz i cant. im totally out of it today. like, im not kidding. like i forgot what 8 plus 8. i effin thought it was 19! its fricken 16! uuuuuuhhhhh.

ok. i seriously thought i wuz like the only mutant freak left in this big twisted world. man was i waaaay off. i met Evanna, and her gang. i think she called it the Evanna and the Flyers. and i met saria. shes awesome. but she isnt like me or evanna. she doesnt have bird-like wings like us. shes a dragon hybrid. how kool is that? we can all fly though. sometimes i wonder if she evr wants to be normal. or at least like, us. like have bird dna instead of dragon dna. but come on, that if fricken AWESOME!

ya know. sometimes i am sooooooooo glad i don't know who my parents are. i used to have some friends up in north dakota and their parents were horrible. they beat their kids. ='( i mean, why would someone do that? to their own kids. did u know that most abusers profess to love the ones they abuse. how can u love what you abuse? you cant. which is exactly my point. most kids with "normal" parents hate how their parents r always embarrassing them and being over protective. like when you get the most WONDERFUL, LOVING, CARING BOYFRIEND EVER, and ur parents wont let you b alone with him cuz they dont want u to get hurt or anything like that. but i bet kids with abusive parents would do anything for that "over protectiveness" for their parents to actually care about them for once or twice in their lives.
i bet ur wondering y im preaching 2 u bout this. idk y either. i just felt the need to put it out there in the open, i guess. wats mostly left are those who were abused, or those who enjoy the power of it. power is wat they seek. and anyone who gets it will abuse anyone or anything to keep it.

im gonna be posting a thing about abuse soon to came so ya. ok, i gotta stop evanna from channeling all her anger into the air before the sky gets so clouded with pessemistic stuff we cant even c past our wings. (o ya, my wingspan is officially 14.5 ft!) bye!