so bored

laptop isnt really working lately...just incase ur wondering y i havent been posting alot.

not much has happened in the past couple of days...
gotta go.
Ember 4 evr

i HATE planes

ok, i kno i havent been posting very much lately. my laptop needed to b charged. not the easiest thing to do while constanly running for your life. oh well, wat can u do?
planes. huge, flying, metal death traps. i feel so closterfobic in them. and i am truely sorry to all the spelling bs out there, i dont know how to spell closterfobic.

ok, i guess were headed to hawaii to stop some guy from dropping some bomb thing. dont ask me, i have no idea wats going on. go to evanna's blog. you would honest;y think we would have the same blog...i know wat your thinking, y dont you? well, that makes two of us.

well i got to go. gettin some turbulance. ttfn

Ember 4 evr

aaawwww

saria thats sooooo cute. id give almost anything to sleep in my boyfriends arms. and then kiss him. but, me, not such a big fan of having a smallish person watching majority of the time...thaaaaaat would suck. ess you see kay SUCK!

but if it meant spending the night ( in a non-purverted way ) with the man im in love with. well, thatd just b worth it. thats pretty much how desperate i am. <3

Ember 4 evr

Really cold...

its a good think evanna bought us all jackets. but if she was really the smartmytant freak ive come to know, she would have bought socks. ya know those BIG bags of like 7 pairs for like, one buck. and mittens. i cant feel my fingers.

saria left us. for hawaii. well who can blame her. its nice and warm in hawaii. if i had to get banished anwhere...id sure hope for it to b somewhere in the tropics. id also want to see my boyfriend too. its been so long since ive actually SEEN my boyfriend. we email each other. and we IM each other. angd this is the coolest part about him: hes cool with my wings. how awesome is that? so, saria, evanna. i kno exactly what that feeling is when u kiss ur first and only love.

that feeling when u kiss someone and everything around u becomes hazy,

and the only thing in focus is u and that person,

and u realize that this is the only person u should b kissing 4 a long time.

And for that one moment you get this amazing gift, all cuz you feel so lucky that youve found it,

but so scared that itll all go away at the same time.

ya, i know that feeling...

Ember 4 evr

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Bored

all ive been doing all day has been watching evanna circle over our heads, cursing to herself. trust me, not as fun as it sounds. it doesn't even sound fun. honestly, someone should tell her to channel her anger better. because when her wings get tired of flying, she comes back down to the ground. and when she comes back down to the ground, she takes all her anger out on us. dont get me wrong, ive only known her for a couple days, but geez. when she gets mad, she raises all he**.

Ember 4 evr

Life is like a pack of gum. i have yet to figure out why

no. seriously. im trying to figure out y life would b like a pack of gum. and for the record, its really hurting my brain. =(

Ember 4 evr

This really SUCKS

ok. there really isnt much to say this early in the morning. O, except for the fact that saria might be leaving to go back to hawaii. evanna told me that she was going to take me and alice. NO WAY! i just met my fellow mutant freaks and now, we might b spliting up. WAY not cool. i finally feel part of something and now, something like THIS happens! i really cant believe it! ok. im gonna stop raining on everyones happy parade and talk bout some optomistic things.



HERES A TIP: never, and I MEAN NEVER, take a drink from the pond thing when saria has just taken a bath. ESPECIALLY when she hasn't bathed in 4 ever! eww, nasty. now my mouth tastes like dragon/hybrid.

idk y, but i feel REALLY random today. and i like, JUST woke up. weird.

i gotta go.

Ember 4 evr

sleep...need...sleep...so...tired...

uuuuuuggggggghhhhhhhhhh. that has been my most used word of the day. if u cant guess y, then...u need a little help. no offense. ya kno, when someone says 'no offense' it doesnt take away from the fact that there was actually offense that i took. if u can understand that. cuz i cant. im totally out of it today. like, im not kidding. like i forgot what 8 plus 8. i effin thought it was 19! its fricken 16! uuuuuuhhhhh.

ok. i seriously thought i wuz like the only mutant freak left in this big twisted world. man was i waaaay off. i met Evanna, and her gang. i think she called it the Evanna and the Flyers. and i met saria. shes awesome. but she isnt like me or evanna. she doesnt have bird-like wings like us. shes a dragon hybrid. how kool is that? we can all fly though. sometimes i wonder if she evr wants to be normal. or at least like, us. like have bird dna instead of dragon dna. but come on, that if fricken AWESOME!

ya know. sometimes i am sooooooooo glad i don't know who my parents are. i used to have some friends up in north dakota and their parents were horrible. they beat their kids. ='( i mean, why would someone do that? to their own kids. did u know that most abusers profess to love the ones they abuse. how can u love what you abuse? you cant. which is exactly my point. most kids with "normal" parents hate how their parents r always embarrassing them and being over protective. like when you get the most WONDERFUL, LOVING, CARING BOYFRIEND EVER, and ur parents wont let you b alone with him cuz they dont want u to get hurt or anything like that. but i bet kids with abusive parents would do anything for that "over protectiveness" for their parents to actually care about them for once or twice in their lives.
i bet ur wondering y im preaching 2 u bout this. idk y either. i just felt the need to put it out there in the open, i guess. wats mostly left are those who were abused, or those who enjoy the power of it. power is wat they seek. and anyone who gets it will abuse anyone or anything to keep it.

im gonna be posting a thing about abuse soon to came so ya. ok, i gotta stop evanna from channeling all her anger into the air before the sky gets so clouded with pessemistic stuff we cant even c past our wings. (o ya, my wingspan is officially 14.5 ft!) bye!

P.S. u guys feel free 2 comment on anything im writing about. im here 4 ya! luv ya always and forever!

Ember 4 evr

O.M.J.

Orange Mango Juice! y isnt there a word that rhymes with orange?! thats retarted! unbelievable! to the people out there reading this, if you want to help me make up a couple words that rhyme with orange, just drop a line. or you can comment to this post.

dipstick is such a weird word. what does it even mean?

Ember 4 evr

Don't Judge Us

ok. thats going to b the title of that poem. heres a shout out to Saria, "thanks for the title" its pretty awesome. anyway... got this huge blood blister the size of...idk, but something big on my hand from climbing a tree to get food. youd think i could just fly there. but, no. there is just always an eraser or two around. God forbid i have two minute of peace. which sucks. it sucks eggs. rotten eggs. eww. ok new subject. im leaving for like, kentucky in two days. idk, Phillip (and if we remember is the little voice in my head) "keeps saying wait for the oportune moment." whatever the heck that is supposed to mean. so yea. maybe i sould keep a list of where ive been and where ill go. that would make me feel a little more in control if you know what i mean. if you dont know what i mean, i mean like, not having an obnoixous voice in my head. which, i must admit can b pretty helpful sometimes. o yea. but i wouldn't recomend it. o well. i got to go cook this racoon thing. (youd think that if i have a laptop, which i stole, i would have like food and other necessities. well, i dont, just, fyi)

-Ember 4 evr

(yet to think of a good name for this poem) if you have any good ideas, comment or email me

i to eye

we see the same

but still we judge the differences

is this not wrong?

is this really right?

think to yourself

before you prove

yourself a fool

This sucks

You know what i just noticed? when i post a blog it goes to the top. so when a not-so-bright person comes along and reads it, they would probably read the last post to the first. okward. anyway, im pretty bored. does anyone want to know a question that has been haunting me forever? (not haunting, and not forever, about 5 minutes) Why do waffles have squares in them? y cant they b like circles or triangle? or hearts? hearts would be cool. really cool. why do they even call them waffles? what if pancakes were called waffles and waffles were called pancakes? what twisted world would we be in? wait a sec. we r already in a twisted world! nevermind. o, what if chicken were called strawberries and strawberries were called chicken? and what does straw have anything to do with berries?! these area the questions that haunt me. *horrifiying music* cant you tell im pretty bored? if u cant u need some caffine or something. ya know whats weird? i havent even had anything with sugar in it. except peach ice tea. i like mine with alot of sugar! rock on! anyway. i should really go

-Ember 4 evr

I Found Some Socks!

ya. right now im trying to lie low. i was working on my banking when i saw some erasers. they r getting better and better at flying. anyway, onto a more positive note... i found some socks. theyre really warm. im thinking i should leave montana pretty soon. but something in my gut...(and the voice in my head) is telling me to stay. but i c no reason too. its not like something is going to happen. well other than being killed by erasers anyway. God forbid i have a normal life with a normal family. ha ha. not funny. anyhoo, the voice in my head keeps talking to me in metaphors. at this very instant, he is saying "Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to. Remember, what ever happens happens for a reason!" That is what the voice in my head is saying. ok from now on, lets just call the voice in my head, Phillip. ya. thats what phillip is saying. ok, i got to go. i c some erasers. bye.

-Ember 4 evr

Too cold to think of a title, someone get me some socks!

Ya. its really cold up here in the moutains. all alone. by myself.
(And the voice in my head) Incase ur the kind of person who likes to look at the world upside-down and read things backwards, my name is Ember. im a normal teenage girl with avian DNA. This goes out to all u non-brainiacks out there (rock on): that means i have wings, weigh under 100 lbs and need 3,000 calories a day. im always on the run. Running from erasers. erasers r humans that morph into wolves. and get this they have recently had some wings slapped onto theirs backs. now they can fly. sort of. they r more like flying couches or refrigerators. well i gotta get back to finding some socks in this run-down cabin. c ya latr.

-Ember 4 evr

Oct. 13, 2007

This is my first post. I'm in the mountains in Montana. All alone. By myself. How sad. This totally sucks... I'm over it. :) Well anyway, I guess I should mention, I'm 14, blonde wavy hair, (when it isn't straitened) light blue eyes and tan skin. So I'm basically your average teenage girl. My hair NEVER goes the way I want it to. My temporary rooms (plural cuz I'm always on the run) NEVER stay clean for more than a day. And there is this guy I'm totally CRAZY about. And oh ya. I have WINGS, and an annoying, sarcastic voice in my head who tells me what to do. COMPLETELY normal.

-Ember 4 evr